CHORUS:
Family and friends
This might be the long goodbye
Hope y’all enjoyed these songs of mine
All this time I didn’t realize death is harder
in Cali it'll cost ya’ 30,000 dollars
V1
33 thousand for subterranean housin way too high
No parking, no power, no water, no wifi
Not a dry eye above the house from my guys
Im sure my exes call it good news and look side eye,
-I lived a colorful life no tie-dye
Give the shirt of my back the I and I vibe
I stood tall in hood battles with my ride or dies
Been a rock when it was rocky in they private lives
-a bad boys too biggie coulda testified
I stood in front of a pistol pointed at em ready to die
We had our violent times. Now Im largely peaceful
Still a saint I ain’t, but I’m far from evil
-I’d sound like i had Tourettes, if i focused on all my regrets
And shit i haven’t done yet
I gotta get some shit off my chest
Incase corona casualties a promise not a threat
Just incase
CHORUS
WhaT if I go?, what if you don’t?
Will regret fill my soul? if it’s the end I’m not ready. —
It’s weighing me down, it’s tight in my chest.
This can’t be the end—. This can’t be the end—.
V2
If it’s the end- I’m not ready (nope) I got a list of to do’s- people. Places and things
I gotta lotta moves I’ve yet to make (yeaup), plays i haven’t made, Oceans I haven’t swam in, Food I haven’t ate, (mmm) chains I want to cop and clothes I haven’t bought
I don’t want to stop now
When i was just getting started,
I got blunts to blaze, dabs on deck and bottles to consume, dates to pursue. (You and you) Tryna out do the past but the past seems brighter, hindsight where you at? You shot me down like you were hired-just retire
this year’s my twenty hot seven and Im living for the moment cause until tomorrow Summer isnt coming (nah)
will I be able to catch sun or will I be inside staring from the window? (Hope not) I feel hypnotized, if it’s the end of the world I need a reset button, to restart
CHORUS
WhaT if I go?, what if you don’t?
Will regret fill my soul? if it’s the end I’m not ready. —
It’s weighing me down, it’s tight in my chest.
This can’t be the end—. This can’t be the end—.
V3
and just to think,,
I mighta had my last piece of puddy
Like puddy went the way of Sam Goody
My last loving lass my last french kiss
My last attempt at homie, lover friendship
-Even Friends with benefits is
Endin’ up Friends with goFundMe for medical expenses
Man it don't make sense it's, not how it should end it's
A twist even M. Knight Shamalan couldn’ta predicted
-or scripted. That’s what I get for being picky
Should’ve gave those chickys a chance that wanted to get with me
that really loved me And wanted build with me,
I wasn’t blind but hind sight us 2020
-I'm mad doggin myself in the mirror
Them reflections hit different when the reapers is gettin nearer
Not tryna be a Dougie Downer
Just got some lessons and confessions in case Im not around for
the end of it all
CHORUS X2:
Family and friends
This might be the long goodbye
Hope y’all enjoyed these songs of mine
All this time I didn’t realize death is harder
in Cali it'll cost ya’ 30,000 dollars
Lady Lash delivers a spellbinding blend of quiet storm R&B, industrial-tinged synth pop, and experimental hip-hop on her commanding new LP. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 24, 2021
